"Overthinking will destroy your mood. Breathe and let go."
"My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing."
"Never wait around for a boy, he’ll come to you. Sometimes you need to be busy too, just to let him know that the sun doesn’t rise and shine over him."
"To be content being on your own, now that is true freedom."
I really wish I took AP/IB courses in highschool
I don’t even have a social life anyway so it wouldn’t matter
Instead I took easy courses bc I think I’m too stupid for hard classes and I would underachieve
But I took harder classes later and I really wish I took them before
I’ve been told I was stupid my whole life and I really felt that way and never tried
Whenever I did do projects and I got A’s I felt so ashamed and guilty I didn’t deserve it bc usually I do it without effort
So I feel like I had to work 10x harder than everyone else to deserve a good grade
And I burnout
I have a lot of issues lol
Self sabotaging
Making life harder for myself .
